(This entry is dedicated to @Lurker_forever and everyone who read my AMACon 4 story.)
First and foremost, i just want to thank (for the nth time) everyone who read Affectus Vel Desideriis Pravis. It really warms my heart that there are actual people who reads my work. You are the source of my strength and the reason why i still write.
Now, let’s get to the point.
Well you see, the main reason why i made this entry because of a comment. It’s not a bad comment, really. But it somehow… triggered me.
Okey, i also made this entry because i want to say sorry that i made the ending really hurtful. But believe me when i say that i really did my best to change the ending even it’s the night of the deadline. But since that time, i can’t access both of my phone and my laptop, you guys ended up seeing that version of the story.
I really did my pure best to make this story light and happy. But since i am truly fond with writing angst and hurtful stories in my starting days, i guess that is really my genre.
I just want to answer the reader’s questions. Now that i answered the first one, let’s tackle about the second one.
I grew up with parents who always jumps into conclusion. Every single thing, they would ask me conclusions and they would not let me explain. Just like Maine, she didn’t gave Rj a chance to explain.
It was hard really. I sometimes just want to cry and tell them if i could explain and tell the real reasons why. But i can’t. Because i am scared and i don’t know how to really express it. I am scared because i might hurt them and maybe make a mistake.
And so, it leads me to unclear talking to my parents. Ever since that happened, i felt like i was unloved. And they haven’t given me a single chance to explain.
Sometimes, talking didn’t became an option to fix some problems. They would both jump into several conclusions and do actions without talking out.
I do hope parents would talk to their child and give them chance to explain their side. Because that’s one reason why families somehow breaks. Because of unclear talking.
That’s it. Thanks for your time. I do hope those 2 questions was answered.